Thing is, I've got a concert coming up before I leave for Europe. The concert has nothing to do with it; the immediacy of my departure after the concert is what's bothering me. It kinda makes me uncomfortable to have to rush to the airport right after the concert is over. I would've preferred to have had a little more time to relax before such a long trip, as well as my departure from home for the whole summer. Anxiety begins bubbling up, making me a little edgy about leaving home for so long. I like traveling and seeing new places. But I REALLY enjoy being a home body, too!! I guess that's the thing. I just wanna enjoy my summer at home.
I know, I know...it'll be GORGEOUS on Lake Constance in Austria. Aida is the show for the summer and I AM looking forward to my first big European production. I guess it just seems like time is rolling by a little too fast and I don't wanna lose any of it before I leave. Don't get me wrong; I'm MORE than appreciative for the opportunities I'm being given. Just need to get used to this; still not totally comfortable with it all. But this is just me complaining and whining.